POET

Basically I'm here trying to tell everyone that how I started writing hindi rhymes / poetry. 

I was never that person who's so frank to other. It was too difficult for me to adjust with new people . I don't know it's reason maybe I was too shy or I like to stay alone. There were very few friends of mine during school and I was never in any groups. 

I can't explain in details but here's a overview.     I don't trust anyone so easily but if I do then I don't leave them . I never forced any kind of relation with anyone. There were few friends of mine (you can say that they were my best friend ) who left me without any reason. I tried to ask them the reason but I got nothing.

When they left me I've no to talk so I started talking to myself and I also started writing. In the beginning I used to write anything ,but over a period of time I started rhyming. I never wrote something fictional or something which doesn't exist. I always wrote that I felt and I still feels. 

 

I started loving words more than people I used to sit with. Atleast they don't lie to me, they speaks more truth than the people I talk with. I don't hate anyone but I also don't trust anyone even if I'm smiling with you regularly and it doesn't mean I have faith on you or I trusts you. 

Now, I'm writing some of my lines I've written, 

''इनको लगता मैं ज्यादा लिखता नहीं, 

इनको क्या पता जब मैं लिखने बैठूं, 

तो हाथों से कलम ये छुटता नहीं, 

तोड़ना बहोत चाहा लोगों ने मुझे, 

पर मैं ढीट टूट कर भी टूटता नहीं, 

गैरों के मुँह कभी खुदसे लगता नहीं, 

और अपनों से मैं रूठ के भी रूठता नहीं, 

मैं बिन बोले भी बहोत कुछ करता सबके लिए, 

मैं हमेशा निभाता अपने सारे वादे किए, 

और यहाँ लोग वादे करके भी कुछ करते नहीं , 

लोगों को गलत ही दिखता हैं सही में भी, 

और मैं गलत मे भी सही ढूंढ लेता कही न कही, 

मैं आज भी उनके लिए हूँ वही, 

जो मुझे अब अपना कुछ समझते नहीं।।''